Sunday, December 6, 2009

哭过就好了


曲名:哭过就好了
歌手:梁文音
专辑:爱,一直存在

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3b2oUzN_qYY&feature=related">

梁文音 - 哭过就好了
作词:姚若龙 作曲:陈小霞

不喜欢怀疑什么
并不表示我 没有感受
看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同
我不是生气 只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变 但不能说
你会这么做是我的错

哭过就好了 伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头
哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变 但不能说
你会这么做是我的错

哭过就好了 伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头
哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方

哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了





What a great song! Lyric meaningful and related to me. Hope i can get cured completely.

Monday, November 30, 2009

What have you done?

What have you done now?

I know I better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now
I know I should stop believing
I know that there's no retreating
It's over now
What have you done?

What have you done now?

I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done?

Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to cause you have
Turned into my worst enemy?
You carry hate that I feel
It's over now
What have you done?

What have you done now?

I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done?

I've been fool
Won't let it go
We will be free when it ends

I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

Sunday, November 15, 2009

遺憾

許美靜 - 遺憾

別再說是誰的錯
讓一切成灰
除非放下心中的負累
一切難以挽回
你總愛讓往事跟隨
怕過去白費
你總以為要體會人生 
就要多愛幾回
 


與其讓你在我懷中枯萎
寧願你犯錯後悔
讓你飛向夢中的世界
留我獨自傷悲 

與其讓你在我愛中憔悴 
寧願你受傷流淚 

莫非要你嘗盡了苦悲 
才懂真情可貴

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1vViPLR0kk&NR=1
(Thanks AhBin make the cover of this song)

1996's song. I heard it again recently and i stunned.
And now it become the theme of mine, when i think of her.
Time to let go, finally.

Thank you and goodbye.



also: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UC1hDJs_xhI&feature=related

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Dinner at EL AMIGOS (Sutera Mall)

9 Oct 09:

Yan Ru went back JB and wish for a gathering. So Tzy Feng and JC fulfil her wish. I'll be the driver of the day and introduce them to El Amigos, a Mexican style restaurant in Sutera Mall.

The food is very very nice, but also cost you bomb with it. for me, it is worth it.
Due to most my friends not interest in western food, they miss the good taste. Haha

Here are the intro food that shall give a try:




Cowboy Chicken Chop
(juicy and tasty)




Japanese style pizza
(dried squid floss, egg floss, mayonnaise, chicken sausage)




BBQ Chicken Chop
(Baked pineapple!)




Nacho Chips with Mayonnaise sauce and tomatoes pieces
(tasty, serve in hot)




Spaghetti leftover
(do not take the picture!)



Bruuuupppp....

Monday, October 12, 2009

Traffic Jam in Bridge 12 Oct 09






Mega Jam in Perling bridge, due to a load truck 270 degree fall on the centre of the flyover bridge. Takes so long to remove it.

My 20 minutes of life gone waste on there and leg cramps due to constantly stepping the pedal on and off.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

FRUSTRATION

I AM FULL OF ANGER

FAMILY PROBLEM

MY MUM FORCE ME TO DATE THE GIRL I NO INTEREST WITH

JUST BECAUSE SHE LIKE HER VERY MUCH (OBEDIENT, QUIET, SHY, CONSERVATIVE)

PROBLEM IS I NO FEEL ON THAT GIRL AT ALL

SHE DID NOT PASS MY BASIC REQUIREMENT (OLDER, TINY, DULL, NOT ATTRACTIVE ENOUGH)

MY MUM SO EAGER TO SEE HER, AND WHEN SHE SEEN HER REAL PERSON, SHE MORE EAGER TO FORCE ME TO BE WITH HER

OBVIOUSLY MY MUM IS CONTROL FREAK, IRON ARMS RULER AND UNREASONABLE

THAT MAKES ME MORE DISLIKE THE GIRL AS MY MUM KEEP ON PRESSURE ME

MY MUM DAILY PERSUADE ME TO DATE THAT GIRL, NEVER STOPS TALKING ABOUT IT, SAYING THAT IS FATE THAT YOU TWO MUST BE TOGETHER AND YOU CANNOT RUNAWAY FROM IT

AND WHEN I REJECT THE SUGGESTION, SHE BECOME ANGRY AND KEEP ON SCOLDING, CURSING

I VERY UNHAPPY TO STAY AT HOME, VERY PRESSURE

I HAVE NO FREEDOM AT HOME, NOW CANNOT EVEN MAKE THE CHOICE AT ALL (CANNOT FIND SOMEONE I LOVE)

AND RECENTLY MY MUM EVEN BECOME WORST, FORCE ME GO DATE HER AND THEN STRAIGHT MARRY HER

DO YOU KNOW BEING WITH THE PERSON THAT YOU DO NOT LOVE AT ALL FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IS SUCH A PAINFUL FEELING AND TORTURE???

MY MUM'S ANSWER IS: DATE HER, MARRY HER, THEN THE FEELING WITH DEVELOP


WHAT THE HACK IS THIS???


RIDICULOUS

Friday, October 2, 2009

KL Trip 30 Sept & 1 Oct 09

Due to heavy efforts of Kenny and Ina's persuade me to go KL to help Kenny register his study matters, i drive him to there.

That was his last day in SIG for this year, as he taking 3 months unpaid leave for study. Very rush for him as the next day he need to be in UTAR for registration. He said he bears all fees on the road travel to KL and he really need a cat and friend to accompany with. So, i agree his offer and off we go to KL!

Before we went out, i asked her that is there any possibility to meet up again? She agreed but we don't have place to stay. We decided to stay 1 night at Smart Hotel in wangsa, which branded as cost saving place.



He looks happy



TV included in the room



Old school air con



Hot shower able there


The next day, we went school to settle Kenny study matter. Like the old days, we taking breakfast together (i missed that nasi lemak) and accompany her doing lab work.

After few hours, she bring us to her house (for the 1st time in so many years, i able to see her living surrounding). I help her to fix some computer matters and install game to her new NDSL. She has new games to play, very happy. In the waiting moment, Kenny fall asleep.

We decided to go The Curve for shopping.
While waiting John to meet up with us, we walk around The Curve and Cineplex.



She posts even when she was driving my car, aiyer..

Up to date, i only let two of my friends, Tin Teck and Joe drive my car before. So, Ci En, you are the honour third!



Sleeping pig



I looks happy


John meet us after that, we went to Sakae sushi to settle our dinner.



He is talking to Wei Bin



John is reading the Menu



Stunned face picture



She was playing John's Omnia phone's game



Kenny's favourite whole course meal



She enjoys the food



Kenny fat a lot compare to the first day he came work in SIG, hahahaha.



Ci En cannot finish her sushi bucket. So i keep on eating on it, and luckily John help me finish it. The meal is on my treat. I am too 'sayang' on her, i know.

After apart from John, we further walk around Ikea to avoid congested traffic outside. Then Kenny decided to take a rest and give us more time to spend together.

She window shopping around, and picked winter clothes for her very good friend, Zhang Qi Zhe. I really dislike this guy, due to i sense his playboy lifestyle attitude will affect her. Rich and handsome boy attract that innocent girl, this just makes my blood boil. Luckily they agree not to fall in love to each other due to distance apart. But i'm still not relief. Maybe i'm just plain jelous.

I know this is sickening of my obession about Ci En. But i can't help it. People question why she hurt me so badly for the past and why i still love her? After thinking, as i seen her in person, i realised that i can forgive everything her did
and reconcil with her again as long as i have feeling towards her. i guess that i'm hopeless and beyond cure and enjoy in 'Ci En poison'...

Everyone deserve to be happy. I live in unhappy mood all the time, due to stress from my mum's force marriage and stress from work. It just makes me unhappy and frustrated.

I found out she is my source of joy and motivation. As long as she happy, i feel joy too. Alicia told me that i am deserved to be happy, even it is temporary, from doing something for Ci En. I guess that it is true. Hui Ting said i reached unconditional love towards her and that's great love.

Before we went back and say goodbye, we took these photo:



Oh we looks very happy



Looks like lovey dovey


Above photo once i post in web, i recieve rave comments from my friends that asking me that are we two are together already?

Well, it just like the old days, we are best friends, nothing more. She said we don't have sparks anymore, my heart not agree that. That doesn't matter, as long as we both happy and understanding each other well, we should stay in happy mood!


-JC stays in happy mood for a week after the meeting, until disturb by mum greatly again-

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Penang Trip 29 Aug 09 to 1 Sept 09

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