Tuesday, August 19, 2008
郭静 - 知道
郭静 - 知道
专辑:下一个天亮
她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她一句一动你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
他比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候
[Chorus]
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我 却不在你心中 逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我 总换不了你的 心动
你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一句一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候 ho~哦...
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我 却不在你心中 逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我 总换不了你的 心动
我知道了她哪里比我好很多
在你心中我永远不可能让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我 在你心中没有 她多
Recently i quite obsessed with Claire's songs, this one is good, it portrait out the puzzle in my heart for the past.
Sometime, blogging meant for release some feeling, type out and post it, like cleaning thoughts. I hope that i can be more determine and live a better life in future...
-ChestMeat-
Monday, August 18, 2008
Late Note
I hereby declare that i am jobless again, from now. For time being, i'm waiting for my application from Nalco water treatment company to get approved. I quit my pharmacy job and slacking at home while waiting for our convocation.
Congratulate that Hock Hin and Pei Wen start working and live together, work out for their sweet future. I know that i'm quite late to post this, sorry ya. (i was being too lazy)
I wonder when we guys can gather together and have fun around convo period?
--ChestMeat--
Congratulate that Hock Hin and Pei Wen start working and live together, work out for their sweet future. I know that i'm quite late to post this, sorry ya. (i was being too lazy)
I wonder when we guys can gather together and have fun around convo period?
--ChestMeat--
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Depressed
Today is major depressed day.
Early morning before work came flashing image about someone. Try to not thinking about it, and focus on work.
Lunch time, went try City Square's Kim Gary and test the dish weather nice or not... Alone eating, surrounded by couples. Depression turns worst and flashing back those memories that we had been spent together for the past (just we two, chatting so happily at the restaurant, dating, etc...)
Then i realised, the dish not bad at all, unlike my friend describe as no good and rated low for the restaurant. It depends on each one's taste, kind of subjective when comes to rate soemthing.
Back to work, try to ease my depressed mind. Radio playing those songs that we sang before during sing k time, our special songs... And then those song which trigger the sad memories of mine, i keep thinking: why we can't be together, why?
This depression syndrome, for me, seems will haunt me for long. My solution: dig a hole in mind, keep it all inside, and try hard not to trigger it. The feeling is very painful when missing someone so badly, it feels like heart slowly get light stab constantly, and totally not feeling good. I think i really love her very much... For now only can bless her doing well in everything, and assist her if she needs my help. That's the only thing i can do for her. My faint hope is somewhere in the future, hoping have the chance we can be togther, someday...
Foolish me,
ChestMeat.
Early morning before work came flashing image about someone. Try to not thinking about it, and focus on work.
Lunch time, went try City Square's Kim Gary and test the dish weather nice or not... Alone eating, surrounded by couples. Depression turns worst and flashing back those memories that we had been spent together for the past (just we two, chatting so happily at the restaurant, dating, etc...)
Then i realised, the dish not bad at all, unlike my friend describe as no good and rated low for the restaurant. It depends on each one's taste, kind of subjective when comes to rate soemthing.
Back to work, try to ease my depressed mind. Radio playing those songs that we sang before during sing k time, our special songs... And then those song which trigger the sad memories of mine, i keep thinking: why we can't be together, why?
This depression syndrome, for me, seems will haunt me for long. My solution: dig a hole in mind, keep it all inside, and try hard not to trigger it. The feeling is very painful when missing someone so badly, it feels like heart slowly get light stab constantly, and totally not feeling good. I think i really love her very much... For now only can bless her doing well in everything, and assist her if she needs my help. That's the only thing i can do for her. My faint hope is somewhere in the future, hoping have the chance we can be togther, someday...
Foolish me,
ChestMeat.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Happy Chinese Valentine's Day (七夕情人节快乐)
Today is Lunar Month 7 of the 7th day, which means is the chinese version of valentine's day. I guess many people already know the story: A farmer named "Niu Lang" having relationship with fairy "Zhi Nv", due to it is forbidden love, God emperor aparts them and only this day allow them to met each other, the sparrows arranged themselves into a long bridge allow Niu Lang and Zhi Nv met on it. It is a very touch chinese tale, for more info, can try check out in wikipedia. lol
Lot of people say on this day, we will see the weather change, from morning shinning hot sun, to evening until night keep heavy raining, it signifies the sadness of them will apart again. This day is the perfect day of appreciation for the lovers. (which i found it does make sense for me)
For myself, it had been a year that my sweetest period with 'her' passed. Co-incidentally, today is the anniversary of it, even though a year later, now, we are apart and living our own life, i still missing her badly. Haih~
You are always on my mind, and i hope you doing well in everything. Happy Chinese Valentine's Day!
Lot of people say on this day, we will see the weather change, from morning shinning hot sun, to evening until night keep heavy raining, it signifies the sadness of them will apart again. This day is the perfect day of appreciation for the lovers. (which i found it does make sense for me)
For myself, it had been a year that my sweetest period with 'her' passed. Co-incidentally, today is the anniversary of it, even though a year later, now, we are apart and living our own life, i still missing her badly. Haih~
You are always on my mind, and i hope you doing well in everything. Happy Chinese Valentine's Day!
Monday, August 4, 2008
Disappointing PC Fair
Yesterday i went for the 1st time ever PC fair in JB of the newly open for exhibition Johor Persada Building. As conclusion, it was a very disappointing exhibition.
Maybe i went for the last moment of the PC Fair, the situation is totally chaotic, which those buggers non-stop approach you to sign up for their broadband, network service, etc etc, blah blah blah. Some more pull you by grabbing your arms to their counter. Even KL PC fair promoter more polite than these 'sakai's, WTF. In my mind, i only think of giving them uppercut towards their chin as they continue pulling me in. But in reality, i manage to hold on myself from not doing something that i might regret in the future, hitting people. i just kindly told them i no need those and escape from them.
Circle around the fair, i still prefer it held in City Square, as it more arranged and not lacking stuff as in this fair. i ended up disappointment as the price are way higher than KL Plaza Low Yat's daily price.
That building, saving grace is the KFC, which in town only can find it there.
On my way back home, this is the scene of taking bus back Perling with swarm of "friendly" creatures packed up the whole bus:
Daily i can see them in quite number, but during weekends, the amount is many time greater of it, some time whole bus just have around 5 Malaysian, the rest, cover by these illegal immigrants. They are noisy, annoying, and stink. They sure will 'spice' you up during your journey to home. I 'grateful' to our lovely government that so loose rules to limit the amount of these creatures to swarm in our country and create social problem to our home. The number only increase drastically and it will continue as it is, what a great upset!
Remember last year the robbery and murder case in my Taman? i quite sure is these creature friends did it. Until now, JB is still not a safe place, thanks to them. It is like hell ride to take bus back home for me, they just appear in such fearful sum daily. I can't wait to get my own transport to expel me away from these creatures, they just strike fear into resident's heart. Conclusion, public transport in JB is a big NO to those visitors. My advice, for your own safety.
ps. long time no blog, mind "dry" for topic.
-ChestMeat-
Maybe i went for the last moment of the PC Fair, the situation is totally chaotic, which those buggers non-stop approach you to sign up for their broadband, network service, etc etc, blah blah blah. Some more pull you by grabbing your arms to their counter. Even KL PC fair promoter more polite than these 'sakai's, WTF. In my mind, i only think of giving them uppercut towards their chin as they continue pulling me in. But in reality, i manage to hold on myself from not doing something that i might regret in the future, hitting people. i just kindly told them i no need those and escape from them.
Circle around the fair, i still prefer it held in City Square, as it more arranged and not lacking stuff as in this fair. i ended up disappointment as the price are way higher than KL Plaza Low Yat's daily price.
That building, saving grace is the KFC, which in town only can find it there.
On my way back home, this is the scene of taking bus back Perling with swarm of "friendly" creatures packed up the whole bus:
Daily i can see them in quite number, but during weekends, the amount is many time greater of it, some time whole bus just have around 5 Malaysian, the rest, cover by these illegal immigrants. They are noisy, annoying, and stink. They sure will 'spice' you up during your journey to home. I 'grateful' to our lovely government that so loose rules to limit the amount of these creatures to swarm in our country and create social problem to our home. The number only increase drastically and it will continue as it is, what a great upset!
Remember last year the robbery and murder case in my Taman? i quite sure is these creature friends did it. Until now, JB is still not a safe place, thanks to them. It is like hell ride to take bus back home for me, they just appear in such fearful sum daily. I can't wait to get my own transport to expel me away from these creatures, they just strike fear into resident's heart. Conclusion, public transport in JB is a big NO to those visitors. My advice, for your own safety.
ps. long time no blog, mind "dry" for topic.
-ChestMeat-
Singapore Trip
An advantage of living in JB and my home is just an hour away from Singapore's town, enable me to visit to there as i want.
My brother, JK introduce me to some food which cannot find in Malaysia so far:
The infamous Mos Burger.
I ordered a rice burger with teriyaki beef inside, the round shape rice stick together and serve as ordinary burger's bread, kick assss! (Mos burger is Japanese style fast food restaurant). Me like Japannnn style.... especially Japan girls. hahaha.
Very cheesy fried chicken pieces from UK style snack. (look at the cheese sauce!)
the cover of it.
Hope in the future can visit more place to search for the good food. Oh man, i miss the old days that food hunt with Gay John and the rest....
Visited the ChangYi Airport.
Special thanks to my boss/sis that she and her boyfriend brought me there.
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