Anger!

I am damn angry whole day!

Early morning been called up into manager office, sure is not a good news for Monday blues. It turned up as i expected: bad bad news. My workers sabotaging the company property, as the manager suspected, turns out because of my fault? What the hack? they behave like this because of strict rules that you just set and force them, don't you even realize that? u idiot! I'm just the executor, clamp in the power struggle of those useless managers!

Furthermore, you instruct me, this inexperience engineer to deal with 2 manager level of Air Product, which difficult to handle with, as with you excuse: you need to rush to Nilai there for construction? F U! You still wasting your time around here and too slow to let Joe wait at there! I no clue at all in handling them, so scare about saying something wrong to give them bad image about the company, half day so tension!

After settle them, then get complaint from customers about too high volume of gas supplied. Hello! is the manager instruct to do that, and sure got defect in certain case. Then now need push too much to the operators again! then i become the bad person and you are the saint to them? So hypocrite!

I will settle this 1 by 1 and when the time comes, i will go away from this hell!

3 more months, i shall be find new job and leave this suck ass place. It will never growth further on as long as you all in charge!