Sunday, January 3, 2010

Ending En

It's been months that no contact to each other already.

However, I'm not feeling any anxious or sadness.

Perhaps my heart had finally cold down on you. Which is a great thing.

I had deleted contact of you, so you won't see me at MSN nor Facebook.

Yes, is you, Joanne Quan Ci En.

Guess that you more cruel, just guessing.

During our last conversation in FB, you mentioned that you had enough of my buzzing, current you is the person that i am least to know.

Yes you are right, you don't even give me chance to know you and yet you are giving this statement. You're not wrong. In fact, at first this statement hurts me a lot. but after sometime thinking, this is knock me up from my obsession on you.

This is a strong wake up call. I thought i know you well, but I'm all wrong. So be it. I also grow tired of you cold shoulders towards me, every time i try to get close to you. When you need help, am I refusing you? The fact is, you only find me when you need help. We used to share joy and tears together, but not anymore. I dunno why. You had changed, but i haven't.

It doesn't matter anymore. Walk on. You have so many new friends and they shall give you happiness. Mind not the old friends, you bad image instill in their mind and can never get erase off. You need not me anymore. I'm insignificant.

I will learn to live without any of you memories left in me. I care not you, hear not you anymore.

Glad that now we are strangers, burden free. I will not appear in your life again.

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